The Crying Game

So I have realized what it's going to be like when I'm pregnant, at least emotionally. Now I am the type of person that normally does not cry. Well since Brad left, the littlest thing will set me off. I cannot go through a whole television episode usually without crying about something. In my husband's infinite wisdom he suggested that I start watching Army Wives. I balled through every episode, but it's a good show. Not to mention just walking through the NEX can inspire a crying fit by association. The hard part is trying not to cry when the husband calls. One thing I learned is that so matter what everything is okay when the husband calls. No matter what I am fine, I miss him I love him but I'm muddling through. Hey I think that's the best term of how I deal with a deployment. I muddle through it!